passion

yesterday i sorta graduated from this Youth Evangelism Explosion! course. wow, saw many ppl who realli had the passion for lost souls. even though some were pastors, they humbled themselves to learn from younger people. went out like 3 times to do ojt (on the job training), and it was a very exciting experience. after this course rite, i realise the importance of prayer. and how real and effective it is. wa, i pray tt the youth in qbc will catch this vision or get this passion for reaching out to their friends. (haha, my piece of shit influence a lot of people!! hahahaa)

while all these things are going on, i got so many things on my mind. the most pressing is ADMIN! arh! pooey! i find it pretty silly if the forms that i need to fill up all can be filled up by the person who asked for it. actually i wouldn't mind if i was able to complete the fields myself. but this is juz a waste of time if i haf to stand there and ask wad to write for nearly every box. RED TAPE, we all hate it, and we all don't need it, but we all juz haf to do it. some even pay people thousands to settle admin.

got other activites too. will miss the first thurs and fri of the school term cuz i'll be going to a retreat. then the next week, i'll be missing 3 days of school! gosh i hope i can catch up.

today will be the last day of work. i should leave out as many things as possible from my schedule (wow, sounds like busy businessman eh). banqueting sure is tough. but i think it's a realli fun experience. ha, learnt a lot. hope to continue during hols.

ok, i think i shld stop listing my activities. no point la. anwyay, i discovered a realli good way to refresh urself. jing wen suggested, juz wake up a little earlier. and juz sit down or go somewhere, and do nothing. wa, it realli gives meaning to "Be still, and know that I'm God." i realise that everytime i do quiet time, i always read, pray- juz haf a lot of things going on in my mind. but then jingwen said try to jus be quiet and tell God, "here i am". for christians out there, for me, i found that allows to to feel God's pressence. realli refreshing.

okie, write more another time. now things r pretty blurry. can't focuz thoughts.

btw, the song u hear is Overjoyed by Jars of Clay - my new fav band.